Today, to the surprisingly boring!

Who will save my boring?Today is the most boring day I suddenly felt himself calm down, if there is no friend to me, and would be horrible, life, emptiness, helplessness, heavy work, I still me? Special Shen mood today, though nothing big happens, but deep down, there is always the slightest discomfort, for what, and even their own do not know, my friends said, and the community, the world has changed, so that way if the change continues, the world around me, society would be?
Today is surprisingly dull, the first time, this feeling, feel they do not know what to do next? Want to lie down, sleep on, but the dream afraid I do not want to see, ghosts? Oh, maybe, today I became a very boring person, is so completely boring, like a number of things that do not understand their own wants, it goes without saying that every day, what did boring things, useful things left side, this time, I have been comforted I own, this has always been my life ah, life Well, it's very boring things, so they have to accept now I feel like a very in the street poor homeless, living their lives in the off, no purpose does not exist in the street looking for the goal, there is no struggle of courage, I admit, I started getting lazy, and a tramp is not the future, a do not know what will happen the next seconds, homeless, very poor, there is no panic, no barely disguised pleasure.
just come back with friends, singing, they sing their favorite songs, and I ~ ~ mind is blank, do not mind a bit, staring at fat people, I almost threw up ....... ....< br> Sometimes I like the sinking, without a word, the door to heaven in the Emerald Court, on a very quiet so quiet sitting ~ ~ ~ I do not have the number of stars, but few would feel the tears that drop by drop, from January 1 last year, since I had much laughter, and how many tears ...
I very much hope, change some of his present life, my life depends on the people around me, If he could change some, I probably would not so bored, you kind to me, good to, as before ~ ~ ~ But if you can improve some things better, but now I Henzhi Zu ...
Let me walking aimlessly Let ~ ~ be a real bum, looking for their own goals, but I constantly torture myself, "What are you looking for?" ... Oh, even I can not answer, and if so, let that be transformed into a real one white bar ~ ~