【Wedge】
darkness falls, the lanterns are.
room gradually became dark, the last golden sunset twilight through the cold glass and falling on the man's face. At this time the man seemed so dazzling, fluffy tousled hair, the cold surface such as iron, turbidity eyes, there was little beard and haggard in the back of the setting sun. Point man on the cigarette, the room will be smoke-filled up, perhaps clouds much better than this. Men turned on the light, which lit up the room, scene also greet the eyes of this man. Messy room, garbage everywhere, the floor surface filter cigarette holder highlighted yellow faces of men. Corner stood two luggage table, was a picture frame, photo is a girl, sweet smile, his arms holding a kitten, one of a big cat with open eyes, it seems that fast from the inside photo spring forth like. Man looked at his watch, sighed softly and went table, gently picked up the frame, stroking photos. Men looked for a while Bianba frame into a luggage bag, got up out of the room, came to the house of another room, standing at the door silly, it took a while before pushing open the door difficult. The room was clean, pink wallpaper, the most prominent is the window in front of the bells and desk. There was a picture frame above the same desk, just inside the photo frame has become the man. Helpless man shook his head, closed the door back into the room put on the luggage. Lost in this night.
【misfortune】
"Song of the Night,faint feel that this is not bad ..., you want a sister or brother," a pregnant women about a year-old boy asked.
little boy rubbed his head, blushing, said: "Mom, I want a sister" finished Youmo his head.
"Then why do you want to sister La"?
"Because, because I want to protect my sister," the little boy a little shy, very small voice.
"Well, my mother gave birth to your sister," her mother spoke, and touched the head of the night song.
night song, but that time is not sensible little boy, the mother's question, like the night song, but the answer is innocence.
month later, my mother really gave birth to a sister. Song of the Night is a family name because his father, so his sister on their mother's surname, and named cold Kisaragi. Mother said: "Night Songs, later you have to protect the sister Oh!" Night Song firm said: "I will." Since then, the night a very fantastic song. Song of the Night is also happy with his sister until the day. Song of the Night has no idea how that day is approaching.
night song memory, the day is a sunny day, but I do not know as He Qingchen the sun has become boring. Day, night songs are always in Estonia, the teacher's remark was not heard inside. Trance on the afternoon after school. As usual, the night that song came to the school gate waiting for the familiar ladder father. But that day, the parents did not come until after dark. Song of the Night did not know how anxious that he could not find his way home, only the ladder at the school gate staring afar. Later, to the police cars, my sister is also on board. Police got on the night with song, and then disappeared in the night police. It is said that the night it began to rain.
police with a song and the cold moon and the night into the police station. Song of the Night Kisaragi's hand holding the cold, cold moon and is Zhuade Jin was. But the cold moon and four, do not understand anything, encountered such a situation is of course afraid of. Song of the fear of night is no known.
"Wang, both of them into the lounge you go, a little later I said to them," an old police on a young police said. Wang called the police Bianba that song and the cold moon and the night brought a house, then left. After a child, Wang took to eat in, night songs could not eat, had to feed the cold moon and eat it, eat cold Kisaragi Dao Shi Hong, did not know what will happen. Old when the police came, the cold moon and has been in the arms of sleep the night song. Old police frowned, point a cigarette, smoking up. And then said: "My child, you call the night song is not it. Uncle to talk to you a little something I hope you could be strong point," Song of the Night did not speak, nodded his head. Old police suck of smoke and continued: "This afternoon, your parents after work, pick up your way in the tragic car accident, both killed." Song of the Night had a premonition that something happens though, but did not think would be so serious, like a bolt from the blue, silly in there, my mind blank. Song of the Night did not cry, to face such things suddenly forget how to cry. Just do not know how to do, how to do later, only sister and Dependence. The old mouth of the police is a large pick up the smoke, saw smoke in the old police eyes glistened tears. Do not know the sad thing is so or be smoke.
【】
years to come light years, what can not forget, only those who have lost years, we were always sad, still sad at the end of the. Song of the Night and the cold moon and live in the orphanage. So here are the lonely child, eyes always with infinite desolation, as if everyone has the teeth for the lonely. But, years of how many people remember them. Song of the Night secretly vowed mind: we must not allow his sister to lose family, become more solitary.
two years passed quickly. Song of the Night in junior high school, the cold moon and began to attend school. Two in a school, the cold moon and the night song always holding hands in the back and forth on the road the school, the little hand is still holding so tight. Since the cold moon and the police came out, have used pair of big hands, is so safe and practical.
cold moon and a cat, Huanzuo kittens. Song of the Night is surprised, he asked: "Sister, how do you think of to keep the cat?"
"Because, I want to take care of me like a brother to take care of it" talking also blinked his eyes, Looking at Night Song naive. Song of the Night smiled, as if the early opening of the flowers as beautiful. That smile and forever remain in the cold moon and the memory.
a weekend, night song to make up classes. Kisaragi hold kitten with cold go. Throughout the morning, the cold moon and are playing in the school playground and kittens. Song of the Night class finished up, went to the playground and found the cold moon and sit still. Song of the Night Hanliaoliangsheng, cold moon and hear exciting stood up and saw the cold moon and screamed to the ground, the cat in her arms also with the fall down, sent for a few times. Song of the Night rushed rushed past, panic, such as leaning on Cold Moon said: "Sister, how do you it?."
"Brother, brother, and I am playing cat sprained foot, just to see you come, a happy and forget the" talking out of two drops of tears.
"sister, you are silly," Night Song said, his hand touched the cold moon and the head. "Today you go back Brother," spoke to hold the cat over to the cold Kisaragi.
next week, the cold moon and all the back back and forth in that large school. Until many years later, still remember the cold moon and the warmth of the back, but I do not know it back no longer the back of other people.
that winter cold, so cold at night and the moon and the first song to see the snow. Is so white, is like the United States. So one afternoon this winter, also disappeared in the coldest month, such as cat eyes, I do not know where to see the snow go. This can be very anxious cold Kisaragi, and cried to find Song of the Night. Song of the Night How can one say that the beloved sister of tears, they went out alone to find the.
dark time, night songs back. Limp, cold moon and the cat in her arms. Went in, night songs hold back the pain, as usual, the walk around the cold Kisaragi. Cold moon and see his brother holding cat back, is very happy, hold hands through the time saw the pair of kittens who held his large hands many times have blood. Cold moon and stay there, kitten fell from the hands of the ground, and then obediently lying on the side. Gently pull off the cold moon and a large pair of hands and saw fingers cut through blood where there is the slightest. "Brother, how so careless, easily infected, I'll give you eliminate sterilization," spoke to the night song cut through the fingers into the mouth, and sad tears. Song of the Night look younger sister, from beginning to end did not say a word, it is not stop the tears, burst into tears.
Song of the Night and the cold moon and until the time of the night, the night before they got up and back into the house song. Song of the Night endured the pain out of the cold moon and the room and shut the door, this time it limped into the night song to his room. Song of the Night just do not know the door ajar behind him, a pair of big tears in their eyes looking at the back of it limped away. The dark, perhaps only heard that the slightest wind, that sound sad, "Brother!"
the days of the past, Night Song and cold Kisaragi Dependence of living in this community.
this year, the cold moon and primary school, high school graduation night song. Song of the Night HKALE enough to apply for a capital good university, but he gave up and applied for a local college, because his sister needed him.
Song of the Night and the cold moon and moved back to the previous house, because at that time a small, no one to take care of them, so the government put them to the orphanage. If tonight song has grown, the ability to take care of themselves and their sister. So moved back to the house. Back to the home, the night inevitably think of past songs, Que Shibi more cold moon and sad, after all, the cold moon and then smaller.
"Brother, we finally have our own home. After a lifetime of happiness that we can live here the" cold moon and looked happy, he told his room. Next to the cat also "meow" is called up, it seems it home, and scurrying up the room inside.
"ah, darling sister, brother later would support the whole family," Night Song of said fist with both hands.
night not far from the school song, but not as high when the University of busy, so pick the cold moon and the night song is still in school. But is less well, the cold moon and the night song does not pull the hand, it is not miss the hand temperature.
One day later, the cold moon and asked: "Brother, you are a sophomore, when to bring a wife back ah?"
"Renxiaoguitai, Colombia still early it!" Night Song said.
"people no longer young, not your little sister did it!" said the cold moon and impatient.
"grown up little sister is still in my eyes," Night Song said.
those years, Song of the Night in the university can be considered a good figure, a lot of girls chasing him. But, it seems that all despise him.
parting】 【
Night Song graduated that year, the cold moon and high school, the people have long slim, were school boys recognized the school beauty, there are also many people who pursue . But the guys think she is just ice beauty, ignoring any of the suitors, really make people feel only a distance, too.
a weekend and night cold moon and the stars in the window song. Song of the Night looked at the sky said: "Sister, you know the sky the star is me?"
Cold moon and the brightest of the star pointing, said: "The brightest most is you."
Night Songs from the words: "Maybe tomorrow night, the star is not in the."
cold moon and suddenly said: "Brother, after you marry me please?"
Night Song surprised look cool Kisaragi: "Sister, you say?"
"Haha, brother, you scared to see you and I joke" cold moon and talking and laughing.
"this kind of thing can also be used to joke," Night Song said seriously.
cold moon and see the night song is very serious, she said: "Well, after that I do not jokes."
That night, the star special light.
two years passed quickly. Cold moon and get a good college entrance examination scores, this would like to stay at the local university, but afraid that they delayed the night song of the great event, so applied for a foreign university and was its accepted.
cold moon and the first few days are left hanging on the wind, not rain. That day, the cold moon and the night dragged songs to the photo shop, that is to take a picture to the Song of the Night, so both photographed and bought two the same frame.
cold moon and the night before leaving, hanging on a moon sky, cold wind is still pervasive, as if some of the thoughts, how can not erase. Cold moon and sat at my desk, lying on the table their own photos, has been watching staring photos. After a child, the cold moon and pick up the pen, and wrote in the passage behind the photo, then frame to frame a good photo.
this evening, the night swapped songs and cold Kisaragi frame, only two had never thought of each other will actually write the secret behind the photo.
【】
cold moon and the years from the day and night do not see the slightest bit sentimental song face along the way and the cold moon and talking and laughing, it touches the cold moon and, if less up. They care in a crowded train station with silence, it is an endless stream flow, it seems that this time is silent, nothing.
"sister, on the bus bar, the train opened soon," said a quiet night song.
"ah, Columbia! later you can see me Oh!" cold moon and the sound seems to trembling, tears already spinning in the eyes, but is held back without falling.
"Brother will see you later you have to take care of yourself, we can not cry," Night Song suppressing a smile.
"Brother, do not forget to help me take care of kittens. then I got on the bus, to call you" cold moon and spoke it on the train.
night stand song site, looking to leave the train, until the train disappeared in the dim eyes. Station is still coming and going, can Who saw the tears drip how strong Google's eyes pierced the night.
cold moon and near the window, secretly looking at the familiar figure, slowly back and not see. Back to sit down, pick up the picture frame, photo frame falls drop things crystal clear mirror. This is what kind of sad, cold moon and it can not tell, only tears could even so hot.
duo, began with their lives. Was doomed from the people who, just passing through and fall in those years.
Song of the Night began with a busy life, in addition to work every day is eat sleep. Kisaragi every weekend to cold call. The Song of the Night life, another woman emerged.
At that time, the night song is already a branch manager, transferred from other places above an assistant. Song of the Night does not regard such a move seriously. However, the song has stuck to the night. Transferred to the assistant is a girl named Yu Fei, looks and cold moon and like most of the night when the song was very surprised to see offered the night songs were more cordial. Since then, Song of the Night to work every day, and Yu Fei. Sad to leave the cold moon and it is not so strong.
Yufei day and night with songs, a long time. Song of the Night is a progressive discovery observant and gentle man, began to like the Song of the Night.
Then, one day, because the company achieved a major success of the project, at the company party, everyone went, drunk in the Red Dust. This night, more than those who were drunk in vain. Song of the Night is naturally irrigated by colleagues down, even Yufei were able to escape a Caucasian. Night Song Yu Fei sent home, two totter on the elevator. Song of the Night has long been dizzy, eyes Yufei Kisaragi already cold. So the tipsy feeling, so the ambiguous atmosphere, fans the night lost in the night, just remember the taste of lips that elevator. Elevator door opened, the burst of cold wind blow on one's face, the night suddenly wake up song, but, just like this face only. Song of the Night but feel powerless, still kissing, but I do not know when to drop a few tears. Yu Fei was a strange night songs, night songs Yankuangshirun found, surprising look at Song of the Night.
"I'm sorry," said a quiet night song, with a tone in the taste of alcohol.
"all right, go sit right, you get tea cup hangover," Yu Fei lips squeezed out a smile.
They totter into the room. Song of the Night on the sofa and sat down, Mai Zhaotou, did not know he was uncomfortable or think.
"Yu Fei, have wine?" Night Song of a sudden began, Yufei thought I got it wrong, the night looked amazing song.
"have wine?" Night Song Yu Fei looked at, still asked.
So, this evening, Song of the Night drunken stupor. Yu Fei him all night in the aftermath.
morning, a ray of sunshine from the slit in the curtain through, sprinkle in the room on the floor. A man asleep in bed room, this person is not who the night song. The doors opened, and Yu Fei entered. At this time, the table cell phone rang. Women pick up the phone calls of people saw a "sister." Yu Fei will hold the phone out of the room.
"Hey," Yu Fei received from the phone.
"Who are you, how my brother's phone in you" side of the phone said.
"Oh, your brother was still asleep, afraid of waking him, so I picked up, you call him back in it," Yu Fei said.
there a trace of a sudden voice telephone no. Yu Fei hung up the phone.
But who knows, side of the phone who foolishly took the phone, why the tears.
cold Kisaragi hold phone, but the hands are trembling. Why is this pain in mind, this is why? Is their fear, fear of losing that person right. Kisaragi constant cold heart said to myself: No, can not, I can not fall in love with him. Looking up at the sky, eyes out of something warm, a few drops fell to the phone. Cold moon and to himself: This is the tears it? So the crystal.
life is like that, maybe we missed all the time, perhaps we often misunderstanding. If not, we would like? Unfortunately, not if. Song of the Night woke up already in the afternoon to get up still felt a splitting headache and feel very hungry, just about to the bedroom when the door opened.
"hungry, eat something out of" Yu Fei said, smiling.
Song of the Night did not speak, followed by walking out. I saw a lot of good things on the table, suddenly swallowed swallow.
two in front and sat down. Song of the Night will be eaten up. Suddenly looked up and saw a smile watching Yu Fei saw. Can only hold one of its awkward smile.
"ah, morning call like your sister, I see you dead sleep not quite tell you," Yu Fei said. Night Song still did not speak, but paused.
"thank you" farewell meal at night when the song says, is the day that the only house in Yufei sentence.
Night Song of the back of what is disappearing from the eyes of Yu Fei, had no way to talk about. But, in the heart Night Song Yu Fei become shrouded in mystery.
Song of the Night has been holding a home phone daze. Up until the phone rings, only to find songs the night was already dark.
"Hey," Night Song trembling voice with a trace of religious ties, spit out the word.
phone over there in silence, quiet enough to hear each other breathing.
"sister" Night Song of the long drawn out tones.
"Brother, I miss you"
"brother would also like you, you leave immediately, you soon see the brother of the"
"Brother"
"Well, how the ? "
" is not my wife had? "
song silent night, and be terribly upset. I thought: is broken everyone expect it, such a thing is impossible and can not happen.
"Grace," Night Song spit out a difficult word.
sides and silent. Silent, Silent Night doomed no sleep tonight. The tears that fell the night dotted with desolate, share of mind from suppressed cry. In fact, no one is wrong.
night song night had a dream that the cold moon and not his sister.
life continues, then the story will not end.
Song of the Night and Yu Fei is still the pair of the company, but at night were more embarrassing song heart. Still do not know What kind of relationship between the two in the end.
cold moon and still has the moon in the night to play songs at Tel. But more were silent.
Song of the Night at the dream is still doing.
everything seemed still in situ, perhaps it has been looped back.
winter vacation to. Cold moon and sat on the train home, but the hearts were more depressed. Wonders: how was I?
"sister, brother here," cold moon and the train will just hear the familiar voice. Just one more voice next to the figure. Yu Fei is also the person who is not.
"Brother, are you okay?" Kisaragi went cold night in front of said song. "This is definitely a wife?"
when the cold moon and expression to the natural, but Song of the Night expressions are tough, but did not answer, perhaps is the default instead.
"Well, you're cold moon and the night sister song, right? I often heard the song the night talking about you, the last also received your phone friends"
"Well, wife, my brother said the last company to the months and I look particularly like a man. is to you what "
" Yes, we might last generation or two sisters "
two chatted together, it touches on the night song flung aside.
this winter, Song of the Night side although there are two. Has never been so sleep for the night song.
Later, Song of the Night have been told myself: accept the reality of things that are not Do not wish for.
dependent】 【
cold Kisaragi graduated, she returned to the night song around. Can see that every day is a happy figure.
cold Kisaragi room still stood Song of the Night photo, and Song of the Night not only stood the cold room Kisaragi photos, but also more photos of another woman, do not look carefully thought it was the same person.
kitten still so cute, every day against the cold moon and "meow" and cried.
windowsill at night is no longer a figure of two people, and only little girl alone in the past, forget the stars. Just another curtain behind a tall figure watching the girls.
cold moon and began dating the. Just too cold to each other. Some have not negotiated. Later, she called the "Ice Maiden\
Song of the Night is still working, falling in love. See Kisaragi so cold, sad and unbearable. I thought: Maybe I would not have married instead.
the city center, a church filled with people. The couple about to come to the bride and her bridesmaids is a person who looks like a special, most uninformed people will mistakenly think that the two are twins.
bridesmaids to the bride's hand to the groom, bridesmaid's hand is stiff only in the mid-air. Father watched them go. Heart is delighted, disappointed, is desperate. Perhaps she has not tell, and only gradually fuzzy eyes.
an ambulance trip in the church door, groom, bridesmaids got on hold. And then disappeared in the priest's eyes, only that the car miserable and harsh siren echoed in the city.
hospital emergency room. Song of the Night is still wearing the clothes, where the groom waited anxiously. A few hours later, the doctor came out. Song of the Night dashed up to ask the doctor.
"doctor how my sister had?" Night Song voice trembling.
"a few days before the hospital for observation," said a doctor blankly.
"that seriously you?"
deadpan doctors, no more talking, walked toward the other end of the. Song of the Night
keep several days in intensive care, been in a coma cold Kisaragi words. Yu Fei been to many, the night song is not too much notice of.
This continued for several days because of fatigue over the night song collapsed.
moon and back side when the cold, cold moon and had been awake. Suddenly burst into tears.
doctor Night song called the office. Song of the Night nervous.
"you called the office today is because of the pieces of a very serious problem, I hope you do mind ready," said a doctor look at Song of the Night.
Song of the Night did not speak, silent, seemed afraid to breathe. At this point the same atmosphere as if frozen.
"your sister is suffering from terminal cancer, even chemotherapy can only live a few months, but particularly painful. You see what her wish, you go to meet her the"
Night Songs heard the words of a doctor , immediately in those silly, did not speak, only silent tears.
this silent eyes do not know how long stream.
the following days, the night song has not said a word. Kisaragi open until cold.
"Brother, we go home, so cold here," cold moon and the said weakly.
Song of the Night still did not speak. Forget the window. Tears do not know how to flow down.
"Brother, doctors have been and I said, I know the"
Night Songs body shook a bit, watching the cold Kisaragi. Tears still silent.
"I have long to live, I want to go home and brother had a child that day with the stars every night to"
Night Song no longer bear it. Lying next to the cold moon and cry again.
"Well, we go home," Night Song crying said.
home, night song, Yufei a telephone call said: "Excuse me, please me a little time with my sister, then I will take the initiative and contact you, please do not bother." Yufei have to agree.
This song and the cold moon and the night had played as a child of the day, they both funny cats, cooking together, watching TV.
night looking at the stars. Cold moon and the brightest of the star pointing, said: "Brother, are sinking, the brightest star is you. You remember? Sinking a child I said, the brightest star is you, I was next to the little star" . Song of the Night
said: "Well, of course, remember, even how to switch it two stars. still, or close together, even though so many years."
talked with him on this until the cold moon and the night leaning on the shoulders of Google fell asleep. Song of the cold moon and the night looked pale face, tears and it is still not stop.
this way, Song of the Night and the cold moon and living a happy but sad day. Until the cold moon and the last day.
【】
cold Kisaragi wedding became difficult to speak, his face growing pale and appears to have quick support to continue with. Song of the Night and the cold moon and talking non-stop words. I am afraid that there is no chance later.
"Brother, I want to marry you, I have a chance to do," said the cold moon and laborious.
"Yes, we immediately go to church, you must hold on" talking songs pick up the cold moon and the night and went out. Cold Night Song
Kisaragi hold into the church, the church is holding a wedding at this time.
looked at all surprised to hold the dying of the cold night song Kisaragi burst into the church.
Song of the Night straight direction of the priest, the priest at this time but was extremely calm, next to the table of the Bible has been the wind turned up.
"Father! ask you to officiate the wedding, or too late. My name is Song of the Night, she called the cold moon and" Night Song said.
priest looked next to the Bible, said: "Well, start now."
"good night song, you are willing to accept the cold moon and, to be your lawful wife? both rich and poor, regardless of poverty and disease, regardless of difficulties and setbacks, will accompany her side, love her, protect her right ? "
" I do "Night Songs voice trembling. I saw the cold moon and slowly closed his glasses, but the songs are tightly holding the hand of the night.
"good, cold moon and you are willing to accept the Song of the Night, to be your lawful wedded husband? both rich and poor, sickness and death, you are willing to always stand in the other side, do not betray, abandon him please?"
at this time silent, so people expect that words do not say so. I saw his eyes out of the cold moon and a few drops of tears, but never opened before, but then a small hand still tightly clutching a large hand.
wedding stop here, heart stopped here, the night song of heart died here. Here has been changed.
】 【go
night, flashing brightly like those crystal tears, who is crying. Who decorated this night, so sad.
"I leave here tomorrow night, do not know when it will come back," Night Song of points on the cigarette just smoked two and cough up, had to put out your cigarette, looked up at the stars in the sky, cloudy eyes gradually up.
Yufei stand Song of the Night, watching a familiar silhouette, heart billow up. Corner of his mouth, eventually swallowing the words back. At this point, both of them fell silent, their sadness.
"Well, I go back," Night Song Words calm, without any voice, nor any expression. Talking and went to take a step.
night just out of the song a few steps, suddenly clinging tightly behind their hands. Song of the Night just feel helpless, I do not know why this world things difficult.
Yufei night holding tight song and let the tears flooding. They have remained silent, so after a while children, night songs that broke free hands, Mai Zhaotou to the distance walked in Yufei eyes you will gradually disappear.
Yufei still tears, walked toward the heavy pace of the depths of darkness. This time, a figure far out of the corner, looking at the disappearing Yu Fei, can not help but tears, whispered: "I'm sorry, forgive me, I already can not fall in love with other people."
postscript】 【
a particular year, XX newspaper headlines wrote: man to save kitten, killed in a car accident. It is said that the cat would not leave the body a long time ago, and since man scratched a girl's photo bag, the back was written: as if the afterlife, I want to be your woman. Some people have seen that cat the cat tears fall, do not know is true.
many years later, Na Dong old house demolished. It is said some workers from the demolition of the rubbish a man pulls out a photo, behind the written words, looming see: as if the afterlife, I would like to make kitten. Do not know what means.
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